Happiness :)

OK, so long story short, I'm dating my friend's little brother. Yes he's 4 yrs younger than me, but we don't care! (and girls usually outlive guys anyway!)

 It's been a month and a half already. Wow. It feels a lot longer than that though. But I am a lot happier. It's strange. I always thought that a girl didn't have to have a guy in her life to be happy. But I don't know if I could ever be as happy without him. (sappy, i know.)
I've never been in a relationship like this before. It's exhilarating and scary. I just don't know what to do with myself! When we're together, I feel so much better about myself. But when we're apart, I question everything. I don't always feel good enough. I feel like I need to be better than I am. It's such a roller coaster.

A friend of mine is also dating someone right now. She's a lot of fun. She's the pianist in a choir I sing in and she's actually dating my BF's cousin. It's just so cute to watch them start out. (They've been officially dating for a whole week!) She's my same age and he's younger too. So we chat a bit about the circumstances. It's nice to have someone going through the same madness I am.

Though I must admit, I don't suffer from this insanity. I enjoy every minute of it!