It's crunch time people! That's right. Only 58 days til I get married. Luckily there isn't too much left to do but work. Money is once again stressing me out. I've paid all the deposits (except one) but still need to pay the balance for all of them. The only things entirely paid off are my gown, his tux (free rental), our shoes, and the cups and utensils for the reception. The photographer is the one with the largest outstanding balance. The decorator after that...*sigh* But I've worked out what we owe and the minimum we'll earn before the wedding and it seems to all work out just fine. I just hate the stress this is causing me.
I'm counting down for two reasons really. One, because I'm excited to be married duh. And two, because all this stress and planning will be done. Over. Finito. No more!!
And work, is just work. Don't really like it, but it pays the bills. Sad, but true.
I have a bridal shower this coming Thursday and another on the 9th of July given by my mom. I'll also have a third some other day in July, not sure when yet, given by my mother-in-law to be. what really ends up being irksome is that I don't know my work schedule til it's only 2 weeks out. So i feel like i have to scramble to trade the days i need with people. i only can hope people have a heart for my next two showers and my wedding/honeymoon week. (That'll be a pain to arrange because I'll need a total of 10 days off.) As I said before, I'll be so happy when this is all over. I realize I be stressing over different things then, but this has stretched on for such a long time it just seems like a huge thing. i want to be done with it already.
